Sunday, October 18, 2009

Babies everywhere.....

Is it just me or is EVERYONE having or just had a baby this year!! I know I am ultra sensitive but it seems like Carter would have had a ton of little friends to play with and it is just another reason why it sucks that my baby is gone. I am happy for all of the people having babies but can't help but be jealous at the same time. It makes me feel like I am being punished because there is no reason my Carter should have died. Sorry if I offend anyone but I just had to get that out. I love being around babies and am sooo glad that I know a lot of people with babies, but sometimes it makes me a little depressed to see all the babies grow up because I should be experiencing a lot of that right now. I dream about babies all the time, they just are never my babies and I always wake up feeling empty. Carter would be 10 months old this month and the more time that goes by, the more I wonder what he would be like now.......

Saturday, October 10, 2009

HAYDEN letters....finally.

I finally made Hayden his Mod Podge letters for his room!! It only took 4 years to just do it!!! I think they turned out really good and am excited to hang them in his room.




Monday, October 5, 2009

Proud Mommy Monday!!! Such a nice boy!

I am going to give this "Proud Mommy Monday" a shot!!!!

Last week my 4 year old, Hayden, and I were watching TV and there was a cute girl on the show we were watching. He told me he liked her and that he should "get one of those" so he could tell her she is pretty and be really nice to her!!! It made me feel good because he is such a sweet little boy and I like to think I have a little to do with that. He always calls me pretty because he knows how much I love hearing him say it. It was a cartoon and the girl was blonde and curvy so he already knows what "the media's" idea of pretty is, but I am hoping it is a look into how he will treat the women in his life in the future!!!! I know he is quite young and won't have girlfriends for a VERY (hopefully) long time, but I do hope he treats them well!!!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

New Moon Experience!!!




Join us for two days of twilight saga craziness
and live the New Moon Experience by visiting
Forks, La Push and Volterra all under
one roof in Salt Lake City!

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