*hugs* I think of you and your family often.
one step at a time, girl! ONe step!
I think about him alot lately, too, and it makes me cry every time. I cry mostly for you, Sarah, I know Carter is fine. I was thinking how we have 14 grandchildren, 6 boys (which of course counts Carter). My mom never talked about Jerry and I've never thought to count him as one of my siblings, but he is. I'm sure my mom mourned for him more than she ever let on. I hope your mourning is helped by this blog. Keep taking it one day at a time, and know that I'm always thinking of you. Love, Mom